Have you ever wondered how you've become in this point? For me, I always ask myself how I've ended up being a street fashion blogger for these couple of years. I risk myself not only doing a job which seems to be invisible in Bangkok, Thailand, but keep pursuing my dream to the point that I have come too far to turn around.
I have been through so many f*** up situations in my life, so no wonder why I have my guard up from others all the time. I used to care how people think about me, what if they didn't like me and what if they turned against me. And because of that caring attitude that makes me fall for people trick all of the time. Recently, I was used by a brand to be just a shortcut for their own benefits. Oh gosh! I was so pissed off about it but well that brand will never exist in my memory anymore.
Anyway, six years ago, I was just a sweet style girl who studied for the best future in her own hands. Trust me, I was really gentle and naive. I wore only dresses and something that only "in my comfort zone" Because I still didn't know who I was or what I really wanted to do in life. Until, I went to America (Florida and Chicago) and lived my life over there for a while, then I realized that this world's not beautiful like fantasy dream. I was influenced by so many good and bad people, and I guess those days were my "eyeliner" obsession since I just didn't want to give a s*** about what society expects in me anymore (And I still don't give a xxxx in nowadays lol) Or you can called me reckless kind of girl back then. I partied way too much, self-destructive routine on and on and on.
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After show with Alesana
When I back to Bangkok, I still had that "attitude" in me or I can admit that I have changed a lot (In a good way though) like at least I have an immunity against people and the society. Those days were hectic, together with the tragedy of my boyfriend since he passed away. So, I had to deal with my suppressed emotional moments. I still remember how hurt it was to be in that situation.
However, I still tried to find where I belong and where I would be fitted. And that's how my street style's played a big role in my life. I've started to feel like wearing tomboyish/masculinity outfit more than sweet and happy colours style. I hardly touch the dresses nor mini skirt because I just don't like them anymore.
Experiencing in fashion industry for a few years now, I think my style is pretty stable in this street vibe and I feel much confident in this way. At the end of the day, I feel like it's not where I stand at the moment. It's not about fame or being famous fashion blogger but it's all about who I have become. I have my own way of life, the way I work for The Equinox Fashion and really happy about it. I'm here not to compete with anyone but to express my style, the ideas that I can express in verbal because I believe that "If you do what you love, and when you set your goal in it, everything you want will be attracted to you in every way. You will meet right people in the right time with the right opportunity"
To the dream :)
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